Life rarely goes as planned. It also reminds us that regardless of our problems, others have it far worse. A friend in the book swaps took a fall and broke her back. Her vertebra was glued together again using the surgical equivalent of Super Glue and she’s now in a rehab center in California. Bored and in pain, she asked me to write a story for her using my groundhog character that exists on the swap forums of PBS (Paperback Swap). It was supposed to be a simple two maybe 3 part story. I’m on part 8 and I have one more to go to get the loose ends tied up.
Stories have a life of their own and often surprise even me. I read that authors say their characters just won’t allow them to do certain things. Well, over the years, this groundhog I created has developed some very definite ideas about what she will and will NOT do. Over time, she didn’t exactly evolve the way I was expecting, and a large part of that was due to a group writing effort in a swap where each player contributed a character and story element to the game. Unlike a Murder Mystery Weekend, it was not a play where the victims and perpetrators were determined in advance. It was more like trying to knit together stories of Thieves World, where writers saw the same character from different perspectives and created characters for themselves. In the swap, called Murder They Wrote, I laid the basic framework of the story and worked each contribution and character created into the plot as best I could. I had to get pretty creative at times! The whole thing came out surprisingly good. Our patient and long suffering hostess, who played the part of the owner of The Myrtles Plantation in Louisiana, put the final version together as book, I did some last minutes edits and an epilogue, and she emailed it to all the players. It was a perfect setting. One player decided she was a ghost. Another a voodoo priestess. There were ‘extras’ that fleshed out the story. But we had a great and creative group.
As a result of that swap, I created a character as a partner for my groundhog in an art theft recovery company. He became a recurring player and I started doing multi-part stories in the swaps. Each time my books were stolen, I’d tell another part of the story. It takes time and often bits were in different swaps. So another player began collecting my posts in a dedicated thread. This lead to my friends’ request to do a story just for her. But putting stories together takes time. More time than I realized when I started writing the one for my friend. Each day I’d do 4-7 pages, let it sit a day, then go back next day, do a quick edit and make minor changes, then move on to the next part.
Because I did the story like episodes in a 30 minute TV show, I actually had to put all the parts together today and start reading through from the beginning to see what I had to clean up – or questions left unanswered. I found a few errors, but over all, for something thrown together by an amateur in a week, it really was pretty well done.
Was the story what I planned? No. Did it play out as I expected? No. Only two elements came through that I planned in advanced. One happened because I gave my friend in CA a call to see how she’s doing. She mentioned she really liked this one character I created, the opposite to my own temperamental, short-tempered, feisty, and sometimes vindictive character. He’s a phlegmatic Southerner, unflappable, and and very much a loaner with a real fondness for moonshine. In his own way, he’s fond of his cousin. So the story changed and Cousin Cleatus came into the story. But there had to be a reason why Cleatus was there, and that took me awhile to figure out. Plus, the whole thing added about 14 pages to the length. So far I have close to 20,000 words. I’m amazed. I’m also amazed at how much time it took and how much I enjoyed doing it.
Then I got a cold. Just in time so I couldn’t go to the annual block party without giving it to all my neighbors. Plus colds make my brain go dead. Give me a simple cold and I can barely write simple sentences, so the story sat while I pouted over being the victim of a common virus. Nearly a week later I FINALLY finished it! There’s another thing I learned. If you write every day, you aren’t going to have a lot of time to read. Get sick and trying to focus on books? A double whammy. I have books to be read backing up very quickly. How authors – real authors – find time to do all that reading of other author’s works is beyond me. My brain was so involved with my own characters and plot, I found it hard to change gears and get drawn into a different story, or I was just too sick to care.
Luckily, I’m over my cold and the associated fit of sulking.
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I finally did manage to get a few of books read.
Ashes of Honor by Seanan McGuire. The October Daye series was not a hit for me from book one. I really struggled to get into this world and accept the character. But with each new book, I’ve liked it better and better – sort of. This installment was an exception, not because it wasn’t good, but because it had a serious flaw.
One of the ongoing elements in the October Daye books has been her relationship with Tybalt, King of the Cait Sidhe. That finally gets center stage here. Toby is asked to find the changling daughter of knight in her lord’s service. Finding things, especially lost and missing children has become something of a specialty of hers, it’s true, but of all people to have a half human child, the uptight, by the rules, knight Etienne would have been last on the list.
Etienne didn’t know he even had a daughter until the woman who was once his lover called. She’d simply disappeared on her way home from school But there are bigger problems. Etienne has violated his knight’s oath and the rules of Fairie. It also meant two more things, there was human out there who knew about Fairie and he never said a word, AND his daughter had come to her powers without anyone to teach her.
A large part of the story is also about a rebellion in the Court of Cats. Toby spends a lot of time bleeding and being healed thanks to a disgruntled Samson, a cat who hates the fact that Tybalt, their king, involves himself with her. The two elements overlap when Sampson is implicated in the abduction of Eitenne’s daughter.
Overall, this was a good story with two main, and different storylines. The downside was, parts became repetitious with Toby and Tybalt no more than healed when they were once again attacked by the same group. That brought my grade down to B- (3.7*) For fans of October Daye, it’s a must for the Tybalt story alone. A word of warning, you really do need to read most, if not all, books in the series in order to follow the story. The world is incredibly complex and layered and many plot elements are carried over from previous books. While not the best in the series, I liked it for finally bringing the Tybalt/Toby relationship into focus.
Now we have the opposite – a series in decline. A Wanted Man by Lee Child ended up a huge disappointment. If there is one word no author ever wants to see attached to a thriller, it’s BORING. And that is exactly what this book is – boring. And tedious, especially the opening 130 pages or so. If you think driving from Nebraska to Chicago in the winter is boring, try reading about – for a hundred pages!!!!!!!. GAH!
The story moves from the boring to the absurd as an FBI agent starts chasing them then joins forces with Reacher and the waitress, who is really an undercover agent, and the whole thing ends in the most absurd terrorist kill ’em all shoot out I ever read – because the whole thing was one big terrorist Ponzi scheme. Honestly, what nonsense.
Tedious, dull, a wild ending that seemed so blasted absurd. I have NO idea what Lee Child was thinking, if he was actually thinking at all. Opinion on Amazon is fractured and fairly evenly distributed 1 to 5 stars. I’ve never seen anything quite like it. Obviously, hardcore fans don’t care. People who want a good thriller were soundly disgusted. I can give this drivel a D+ (2.2*) and strongly urge you to get it from your library, but don’t spend ANY money on this thing, certainly not the discount price of $16.38 print or $12.99 Kindle. Move on folks, nothing worth you time here.
I also read Physical Education by Maggie Barbieri, the most recent in her Murder 101 series featuring Alison Bergeron, a professor looking for tenure at a small Catholic college located on the Hudson River in the northern most part of NYC’s limits. Now married to her detective boyfriend (second marriage for both) she finds herself the reluctant step-mother of college age twin girls and an even more reluctant replacement coach for the college’s D-III girl’s basketball team.
Alison is adjusting to married life, or so she wants to believe, but one thing you never quite adjust to is having bodies put in your car trunk. Leaving the school, the retired cop, now school security guard helpfully goes to close her trunk only to have the thing pop open – and new college mail delivery hire has been shot, execution style, and thrown in her trunk. Flashback to when mobster Pete Miceli was after her. Now Allison was dealing with another murder, her detective husband lying about – too much and smelling of Channel #5, and her best friend, Father Kevin halfway to be defrocked for something her didn’t do, while his ambitious replacement Father Dwyer was single-handedly trying to undo Vatican II.
Now Allison has way more questions than she’s getting answers – from Kevin or Bobby or Bobby’s erstwhile detective partner and her volunteer assistant coach Fred. Then there’s the gun with the silencer in the fridg in the garage and supposed rats in her basement. Barbieri takes all these elements and spins them into a fast and entertaining story with several mysteries large and small for Allison to deal with. Satisfying as few cozies are these days, with a sensible and intelligent lead character.
Physical Education gets a solid B (4*) rating and a recommendation to buy used or as a remainder. I paid around $9 while a new copy on Amazon is selling for $16.49 – too high for light mystery.
Molly Harper is one one of my favorite paranormal romance authors. Her Half-moon Hollow vampire series is mostly very well done and seriously amusing. It was her name that prompted me to buy Undead in My Bed, a three author anthology that included stories by Katie MacAlister and Jessica Sims, two other authors I usually, but not always, enjoy.
I read Harper’s Undead Sublet first. It was the longest of the 3 novellas at 165 pages, and I think the second best of the three. Tess Maitland is a sleep deprived, overworked head chef at a well know Chicago gourmet restaurant Coda when she hears the arugula telling her ‘Knock, knock’ jokes. She was promptly given a ‘sabbatical’ – code for ‘she has flipped out and taking time for recover’. Her old mentor now lives in Half-moon Hollow, KY. As the closest thing to family she has, she heads down there and rents a small house for a month of mental health time and rest.
Only problem is, the house has someone living there, the vampire owner. Sam Clemson became a vampire by accident. He came yo Half-moon Hollow with his soon to be ex-wife Lindy to try and save their marriage. After building a daytime hiding spot for a vampire, the vamp decided having a human know about his ‘safe room’ was dangerous so he drained him and left him in the woods. Luckily, a member of the vampire council found him and turned him time, though the transition wasn’t easy. Lindy freaked out and had him declared dead, then started divorcing him. The new laws were a bit hazy in some areas after the Coming Out n 1999. Sam was not exactly adjusting well and now he had a mouthy female in his house.
That’s when the war of pranks started, and some were hysterically funny. Tess makes friends with Jolene, Jane and some others from Harper’s earlier books, and soon finds herself enjoying life in a small town again, the kind of town she grew up in. The romance wasn’t the core of the story, rather two folks finding their own way and maybe each other while doing so.
Undead Sublet is good, but the ending is a bit flat. Sam’s character is pushed to a minor roll for much of the story, but as a whole, it works. I give this part a B (4.0*).
Katie MacAlister does her turn with a Dark Ones novella, Shades of Gray. Now Ms MacAlister blows hot and cold for me, but she hit this just right. Grayson Soucek finds a nun climbing over the wall of his ancestral home, knocks her out, ties her up, and tries to question her. What the devil is a human doing on his property, especially a curvy nun who is anything but nun like and claims to be a Guardian and a Beloved. But getting answers is impossible, as are her claims of being a Guardian and Beloved. Only problem is, she smells amazing and seems to think he does too.
Noelle is thrilled to have found her Dark One, the one for whom she the Beloved. Grayson is less than thrilled – uncomfortably excited, but he’s been cursed by a demon and can’t afford to get involved with this attractive, though possibly insane, female. Then he learns his abby has been leased for 2 weeks to some halfwit film crew trying to capture ‘spectral phenomenon. The thing is, dealing with them means getting near the delectable Noelle – and that leads to one thing he was trying to avoid, a joining.
Well done, with two good lead characters and a decent supporting cast (especially the ghost of the horny monk), the plot moves quickly, is kept lean and clear, and has a great ending. My grade is B+ (4.3*).
The final entry is also the shortest, by design to to limit the length of the book is hard to say. Out with a Fang by Jessica Sims adds to her Otherworld Dating series with Ruby, the were-jaguar looking for love after spending 4 years missing the human she really did love and had to dump – dramatically – or risk his being killed. She was on her first date tonight – with a vampire who oddly insists she wear a blindfold in the restaurant. But it’s a supervised date, so she has an out of it gets too weird. Something about him troubles Ruby ………… then she realizes, the vampire is actually Michael, her old human lover, no longer human.
She walks out, Michael trailing trying to explain, but she’s having none of it. They part – but Ruby hears something in the alley and finds Michael caught by a bounty hunter trying to kill him with garlic juice injections. Now the human Ruby is petite and curvy, buy the jaguar Ruby is an Apex predator – and a force to be reckoned with. A force the bounty hunter is not ready to deal with. She drives him off and goes back to rescue Michael and keep in safe.
Now it becomes a game of trying to elude the hunters. They want Michael dead, not because he’s done anything, but because a female vampire has decided with wants him for a blood mate, kind of husband. But another male vamp wants the females and is happy to kill the competition. Thing is Michael doesn’t even know the woman.
Actually, all the running and hiding does is give Ruby and Michael a chance to talk about what happened since they parted. It’s all rather dull, really, but not angsty, just not fun or exciting. Some action, an HEA, but not in sync with the other two. It lacked the humor and light hand with the plot.
I always maintain, every anthology has one weak entry, and for me, this was it. It felt misplaced after two such amusing stories. Thankfully, it was also the shortest of the three too. My grade is a C (3*) for Out with a Fang.
Overall, Undead in My Bed gets a B (4*) as a book and a recommended read for fans of the lighter paranormal romances. I got the book under the 4-for-3 promotion on Amazon.
Books, Food, Movies, Travel and Other Strange Tales – Part 1
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Halloween in almost around the corner and that got me to thinking of some of my Halloween costumes. Most were highly forgettable – but one year, Mom, in some fit of unusual domesticity, MADE me a pumpkin outfit. This was something she got out of Woman’s Day or Family Circle or some place like that. Bright orange cotton with a pumpkin face done in black Mystik tape and drawstrings top and bottom – around the neck and just below the butt. To round the pumpkin out, it was stuffed with crumpled newspaper and black tights and ballet flats to finish it off. (Yes, she tried to stick a green thing on my head, but I rebelled.) Too bad the idiots that designed it left no way to get your hands out. I had a minor fit and mom finally found a way to sneak my hand out under the bottom edge so I could just barely hold a Halloween bag. Unfortunately it was one of those paper ones. It was wet that night, I wore a hole in the bottom and lost most of the money I got and a fair amount of candy. I was one unhappy camper. Mom gave up costume making. She was just not a natural domestic, and like me, lacked the craft gene, though she could embroider fairly well, something I couldn’t do under pain of death. I sensibly stuck with hobo’s and ghosts there on out and quit using those Halloween bags replacing them with more durable pillowcases.
Somewhere along the line, Halloween stopped being a neighborhood thing and people started driving kids in from other towns and older and older ‘kids’. Now it’s a huge holiday with Halloween decorations second only to Christmas decorations in sales dollars. Where once it was just Indian corn on the door and scary hand carved pumpkins with candles in them (remember the smell of burnt pumpkin when the candle was too close to the top?) and MAYBE an old sheet draped to look like a ghost, but that would be considered ‘extreme decorating’ at the time. Now it’s fake headstones, expensive figures that stand up to 7 feet tall (Where do people store all this crap?), expensive costumes for adults and kids alike, and all these pre-lit fall/Halloween door and planter decorations. Just go online and look at the Grandin Road catalog or google ‘scary masks’ and check the price ranges – and most of them are intended for adults, not kids. Some places sell these action displays that run into the THOUSANDS of dollars! That’s all a bit much for me. A couple of small pumpkins and a pot of mums seems like enough.
Despite my childhood adoration of Donald Duck and the Witch, I’ve never been one to read real horror stories. Oh, I do read a few now and then, and the scariest book I ever read was Silence of the Lambs. I slept with the lights on for weeks – and I was well into my 20’s at the time. To this day I have NEVER watched that movie and I never will. Anthony Hopkins scared the hell out of me in the ads. Abbot and Costello Meet the Mummy is more my speed.
Yes, there are certain things that predispose me to watch a movie or read a book and by now we all know my #1 is – it makes me laugh. That means I’m a sucker for whacked humor, sardonic humor, wise-cracking, you name it. Yup, I like the early Terry Pratchett, Craig Shaw Gardner (You haven’t lived until you’ve had a co-worker pick up his bags and move to sit elsewhere in an airport lounge because you’re reading a book titled “Slaves of the Volcano God” complete with lurid cover.), Carl Hiaasen, early Janet Evanovich Plum books, Shelly Laurenston’s Pack and Pride series, Jennifer Crusie – especially Agnes and the Hitman with Bob Mayer, Julie Garwood’s early books, early Elvis Cole books by Robert Crais, Lindsey Davis’ Falco series and John Maddox Roberts SPQR series give humor a historical note. But none of these are actually humor. They are all other genres that have a sense of humor woven into the story – and often a main character trait. In many ways, it’s the unexpected laugh, the unexpected quip for the take-no-shit hero, or just the character interplay in the middle of a drama that makes it all seem more approachable and real. It’s also why some of my favorite movies are things like Raiders of the Lost Ark, True Lies, Some Like It Hot, and the corny, over-the-top The Great Race (with the BEST pie fight ever filmed – click here) and many others. And yes, I do own the DVD of Abbot and Costello Meet the Mummy and The Great Race. Just go ahead and laugh and get it out of your systems.
As you might imagine, I also read humor, but not that often. My favorite humor book is The Decline and Fall of Practically Everybody by Will Cuppy. It an utterly brilliant bit of tongue-in-cheek look at world history by a man who was a newspaper columnist for years. I also loved Twisted Tales from Shakespeare and It all Started with Columbus by Richard Armour. Armour, known for his light verse often published in women’s magazine, was an English professor. The quality of writing is amazing, but with Armour, the more you know about the subject, the funnier it is. Rather like ‘inside jokes’, knowing Shakespeare and American History (yes, it pays to be the daughter of a history teacher at times) is a big plus. Yes, I love absurdest too, like Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy, Slaves of the Volcano God, Terry Pratchett’s Disc World books, and so on. But I don’t read a lot of humor. Mostly I read other genres that have a humor element.
I’ll tolerate more from an author or a movie that entertains me with a laugh, than I will from one that’s determined ‘meaningful’. I don’t deal well with unrelenting seriousness, pretentious prose, those tortured soul things or any of that claptrap well. I get very bored, very fast. As a result, I skip a lot of authors and movies entirely. You will NOT catch me reading ANY existential literature. I absolutely loathed The Scarlet Letter and I’d rip my hair out before I’d read Moby Dick. Or that hypocritical idiot Charles Dickens. The three hanky tear-jerkers? Not here, thank-you. Tourtured, guilt ridden, angsty heroes? Nah. Wise-cracking PI’s with a sardonic wit, now those are welcome.
Yes, I am shallow. And to some extent predictable, as we all are to those who know us. But like everyone, I have favorites Like chocolate, really good chocolate. Dark chocolate Neuhaus truffles are excellent, but I admit, my favorite candy is Reese’s Peanut Butter Cups – the extra deep ones. I adore a Grand Cru Chablis, but my favorite drink is Peach Fresca, unless I’m on vacation, then it depends on where I am – anything from wine to fruity rum soaked cocktails. And now we come to one of my favorite things – vacations and books. To me, they are inextricably wound together. I read about places I visit, study up a bit, and use it as an excuse to read more books.
My favorite vacation islands, Sanibel, Captiva, (this is Doc Ford territory, Randy Wayne White’s first book was titled Sanibel Flats and the fourth simply titled Captiva) and and St John, USVI (the perfect place to read Thunder Point by Jack Higgins.). All time favorite beach is Shoal Bay on Anguilla with Hawksnest Bay on St John a close second. Both are good for snorkeling, or as a friend puts it, “Go soak your head!” Vacations in the Keys demand the Alex Rutledge series by Tom Corcoran, and with titles like Bone Island Mambo and Air Dance Iguana, the books are as readable and unique as Key West itself. James W Hall’s Torn books are another must, though I admit a strong preference for the less well known Corcoran. Florida’s east coast? Well Travis McGee of course. John D MacDonald’s iconic character is neither police not detective, he just does ‘favors’ while living on his house boat, the Busted Flush. Also recommended are the Max Freeman series by Johnathon King and the Zack Chasteen series by Bob Morris. And Laurence Shames’ Florida Straits.
Heading to California? Is there anything better than getting reacquainted with the brilliant Raymond Chandler? The Big Sleep, Farewell My Lovely, The Long Goodbye – each a classic and part of an all too short series of Phillip Marlowe books. You can even enjoy the movies – with Humphrey Bogart being the ONLY actor to play both Sam Spade and Phillip Marlowe. Marlowe, however, was played by several other actors as well – including Robert Mitchum, Dick Powell, and Robert Montgomery. (Mitchum and Bogart were the two best IMHO.) Naturally, there is the ultimate wise-cracking detective in Robert Crais’ Elvis Cole and his deadly, silent partner, Joe Pike. A personal favorite is Lullaby Town, which actually takes place mostly in Connecticut and NYC. (I love it when Pike goes and stands in the driveway doing the ‘tree pose’.) For a cop buddy tale, try Marshall Karp’s The Rabbit Factory. Though the subsequent books aren’t as quite good, this first one is great.
Heading to the Southwest? Tony Hillerman is a must read. So is Michael McGarrity. Rick Riordan – who has now turned to young adult fantasy with great success – and made a lot more money than he ever did with his Tres Navarre series, wrote some damn good mysteries. Texas has a ton of quality authors like D. R. Meredith (her Sheriff Matthews and John Lloyd Branson series were both good), Bill Crider, and the new author Diane Kelly. New England is owned by Robert B Parker’s Spencer and Jesse Stone, though the grim and dark Dennis Lehane is almost as well known. Jeremiah Healy is a terrific author often lost in the shuffle. William G Tapply and his Brady Coyne books are better known, but only to hard core mystery fans and Bruce DeSilva has just broken into the scene with his Providence, RI based Liam Mulligan books.
NYC is the most visited US city and I grew up just 13 miles away, so I did a lot of wandering there as a kid, it’s also crown jewel of the mystery genre, especially for tough guy PI types. police procedural, and borderline horror/mystery. Lawrence Block’s Matt Scudder is an iconic character in the gritty tough guy genre – with titles like 8 Million Ways to Die and A Walk in the Bone Yard. Andrew Vachss’ Burke series are about as grim and gritty as it gets and F. Paul Wilson puts a horror spin on this with his Repairman Jack series. But you can find the more lighthearted side in Block’s other popular series, the Bernie Rhodenbarr Burglar books. Even Tim Cockey took up a pen name and wrote two excellent books set in NYC as Richard Hawke – the Fritz Malone books, both of which are really good reads, though minus the humor of his Hitchcock Sewell books. And that all time classic, The Thin Man, by Dashiell Hammett. By the way, despite the movie series, Hammett wrote just the one book, just as he only wrote one Sam Spade book, The Maltese Falcon. Go ahead, watch the movies, they’re good! (Yes, I own them too.)
There must be something in the air in Minnesota, or maybe it;s just those cold winters, but the state produced a remarkable corps of quality mystery writers. Steve Hamilton, John Sanford, William Kent Krueger, David Housewright and others. We steam on the streets of New Orleans and bayou country with James Lee Burke’s Dave Robicheaux. We walk in the rain and fog of Seattle with G.M. Ford and J.A. Jance’s J.P Beaumont, or down the mean streets of Detroit with Loren D Estleman’s Amos Walker.
In a way, reading is travel in itself. Books have the unique ability to transport us to different countries, and different times. So here’s some recommended reading to enhance vacations outside the usual US/Canada destinations.
Vacations call for something special. Some a bit more. And the bigger the trip, the more I read. Vacations have amazing moments that I’ll always remember. Japan – Visiting Katsura Imperial Villa in Japan then going for a traditional Japanese lunch at small inn. Thank heavens we had a translator. Finding a tiny restaurant down an alley in Kyoto that served the best tempura ever. Suggested reading, Shogun by James Clavell, the Sano Ichiro books by Laura Joh Rowland.
Egypt – Sitting on the dark top deck of a small Nile steamer where it was pushed into a sandbar for the light, listening to the crew do live entertainment while watching locals sit on the sandbank by a fire enjoying the music, moving away only when the music stopped. Every time I see Death on the Nile with Peter Ustinov and David Niven, the scene where they disembark to visit the temple and people take donkey’s and camels up the hill, was actually shot at that spot by the temple of Kom Ombo, though the rest of the segment was shot at Luxor. Sitting outside the Mena House in Giza watching the full moon rise over the pyramids than seeing the Sound and Light show sitting near the Sphinx. Suggested reading, The Lost Pharaohs by Leonard Cottrell, The Egyptian by Mika Waltari, the early Amelia Peabody books by Elizabeth Peters. The suggested movies, The Egyptian, The Ten Commandments, Raiders of the Lost Ark, and Death on the Nile – both versions (the Peter Ustinov big budget film and the BBC version with David Suchet).
The UK is the palce I’ve been more than anywhere other than Canada. I think I’m up to 7 or 8 times. I can get to London a lot faster than Honolulu. Going to England for the first time decades ago, I completely enjoyed visiting the Tower of London and seeing the crown jewels (drool). Seeing Windsor Castle, wandering London, doing the maze at Leeds Castle, FINALLY getting to Stonehenge, standing in Hastings where the couse of England’s history changed when a Norman bastard duke defeated a Saxon King, then going to the beach to see concrete gun bunkers from WWII still pointing at the shores of what was Occupied France. Sitting in a small inn in Perth, Scotland watching the salmon jump in the river, walking various castles – often being the only one there. Driving along Loch Ness and seeing the ruins of Urquhart Caste – but not seeing Nessie. Taking friends to Stratford and walking back to our hotel after a performance Richard II and finding myself the reluctant center of attention as I explained the history around the plot of the play and the War of the Roses. (See what happens when you read!) Suggested reading – The History of the Plantagenets by Thomas B Costain (non-fiction and 4 books – The Founding Family, The Magnificent Centuary, The Three Edwards, The Last of the Plantagenets), The Black Rose also by Costain, but a fictional story and a good movie with Tyrone Power, Jack Hawkins, and Orson Wells. The Daughter of Time by Josephine Tey, the Barker and Llewelyn series by Will Thomas, and Sir Arthur Conan Doyle’s immortal Sherlock Holmes books. Nigel Tranter’s The Bruce Trilogy, Dorothy Dunnett’s The Lymond Chronicals (she is amazing), and for a good laugh mixed with history, George MacDonald Fraser’s Flashman books. Recommended movies – The Lion in Winter, Beckett, The Black Rose, Braveheart, and if you like, any of the Regency books by the Bronte sisters that have been tured into excellent BCC productions and movies.
Seeing dragon boat races in Hong Kong in the pouring rain, then 2 days later getting caught in a sudden downpour at the Botanical Gardens and running into the US Consulate for shelter and asking, “What’s the duty on rain?” Without a missing a beat, the young man’s response was, “10%.” Landing at night at Kai Tak airport coming in from Thailand and flying low over the harbor thinking, “This is just like the movies!” Taking the funicular up Victoria Peak and expecting Clark Gable to get on at any moment. Recommended reading Tai Pan and Nobel House by James Clavell as well as The Last Six Million Seconds by John Burdett. Movie – Solider of Fortune with Clark Gable.
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While there will be a part 2, I did want to share this one experience with you. On September 9, 2001 I arrived at Newark Airport late at night. We took a strange approach, normally landing patterns come in from the north, but instead we came from the south and we got to see the Statue of Liberty and the Twin Towers all lit up. I turned to the young woman next to me and said, “It looks like home.”
Two days later I was at my desk when one of my engineers walked in with a confused look on his face and said, “A plane just flew into one of the Towers.” I told him the news must be wrong. I had seen the city just 30 minutes ago and everything looked fine. I went on the internet and by then, the second plane had hit. Our building was not that tall, but we could look all the way down the Hudson River Valley to Manhattan. It was such a glorious day. I stood there, stunned. From our angle the two towers sat slightly overlapped, one just in front of the other. Gleaming columns with a mushroom cloud on top. I stayed there till they fell and watched the city disappear in a cloud of dust. Then I went in sent my guys home. They needed to be with family.
We all remember where we were that day, just as my parents generation remembered where they were when they heard about Pearl Harbor. Some lost family, friends, neighbors. We all lost a piece of ourselves. I often think of that young woman sitting next to me on that flight. Does she remember what would be the last time we’d ever see the Twin Towers? The last time they’d welcome us? She seemed so disinterested.
2001 been a hard year for me. I even had a thallium stress test due to chest pains that wouldn’t quit. I argued with the doctor about taking time off, knowing the work would just pile up and they’d call me at home every day anyway. I hadn’t planned to take the rest of my vacation that year, there was too much work. The nation seemed to be in shock – I found it hard to concentrate. Finally, I decided I was taking the time owed me and I went to St John, USVI over Thanksgiving. It was so quiet traveling. People were afraid to fly. The folks in St John were grateful to see the people who came. I was sitting there, enjoying the sun, the sea air, and reading a book when I realized something was different. It took me some thought to figure out what it was. For the first time in months I didn’t have any chest pains. I totally enjoyed that trip. It was quiet, relaxing, maybe a tad somber, yet I found peace. It was only in retrospect I knew why.
For years I had wanted to quit and work for myself. I was offered a promotion and raise to stay – along with promise of change. I stayed. Three years later the changes they promised never happened and things got worse, not better, with more work and fewer resources. But after I got back from St John in early December my guys kept saying how I was so different, mellow, not concerned about things, not as frustrated with management. I saw my brother at Easter and told him I was thinking of quitting. Now he’s a very practical and pragmatic guy. A real, “Suck it up and move on!” type. He looked at me for a long moment and instead of the argument I expected, all he said was, “Good. When?” I said I had a project to finish and his surprising response was, “There’s always another project. Just do it.” He understood. He quit a tenured teaching job to open his own machine shop and never looked back. I know how much he agonized over doing that. I was near early retirement age, I had a lot more to lose.
That Monday I walked in and quit. My last day I saw my family physician and he asked me what was new – he always did. I told him I had quit and this had been my last day at work. He stopped, stared at me, then said, “Thank God. You would have been dead in a year if you hadn’t. That job was killing you.” Gee, I could have used that information a little sooner while making my decision! 🙂 Looking back, I knew why I was different when I came back from St John. I made the decision to quit then. Life was just too short.
It hasn’t been easy. Great years, good years, bad years, and now companies unwilling to pay for technical help, willing to risk regulatory and legal problems rather than do what’s needed. But on mornings like the ones we’ve had this week – beautiful, clear, cool, just like 9-11-01, I know there are worse things, and I know life only gives us so many chances to do what we really want. And remember what happened in just a few hours on a glorious September day, and I know I’m where I’m meant to be.
Life is short, live well. Embrace it and enjoy it. Live each day. For those of you who lost friends and family that day, or in all the military activity since, may you find inner peace in life. Mine came reading a mystery in a rental villa on St John .